I am very happy la...
Don't ask me why, just happy. Cos' of the series of events that happened recently and another level has been achieved.
I am really in deep deep deep love mode now... so everything sounds like mushroom, jinz mushy... >.<"
2008 will be good year I guess?
While I know everything is still a big question mark, I am still looking forward to the wonderful surprises and all the good things that awaits me at the end...
I have a new dream and a new hope... I hope to realise it sooner than later...
Gdnites all!
God Bless,
Baoxuan
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Man Utd 6 -0 Newcastle
Hi,
For those who are into football, love it or hate it... Here is the 6-0 demolishing of Newcastle by MANCHESTER UNITED.
Download to watch.
Thanks!
http://www.divshare.com/download/3444111-ecb
For those who are into football, love it or hate it... Here is the 6-0 demolishing of Newcastle by MANCHESTER UNITED.
Download to watch.
Thanks!
http://www.divshare.com/download/3444111-ecb
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Self-examination
Today you need to ask yourself what the biggest issue in your relationships is. The answer will be illuminating, to say the least. If you find that the issue is the same with everyone, then you know that you need to start examining what you are doing and why you might be doing it. If the answer depends on who the person is, then you know that the problem might reside in their attitudes more than yours. Either way, taking time to reflect on how you relate to others is valuable now.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Too eng
I am so bo liao, so bored, so sianz and no one to turn to, that I have to talk to myself. Hence I decided to blog and blog again... >.<"
Sighz, so much going on, so much happening and so many changes taking place that I don't really know how to react.
I am thinking too much, doing too little... haizzz
Eeeks! I am a guai tai...
Sighz, so much going on, so much happening and so many changes taking place that I don't really know how to react.
I am thinking too much, doing too little... haizzz
Eeeks! I am a guai tai...
Growing Up
As much as I believe I am as childish as a 28-year-old can get, I also believe that with each and every experience that I am going through, I am gaining wisdom, and losing that "childish-ness" that I have been carrying all these while.
I must admit that I am different from alot alot of other guys, in the sense that I am not only slow, I am damn slow in picking up what other guys already picked up 3-5 years ago, in every literal sense. Being born in an environment where I never ever had to worry about money (not that I am rich), does not really help at all. I am spoilt, pampered in every sense. I am glad the Singapore Armed Forces trained me to be like a man, a soldier and having not undergone "keng-ing" to downgrade, I am proud to achieve this feat of going through almost 2.5 years of being a man at least.
I don't know why, but it seems that I am really looking forward to everything now, and I have alot of feelings, jumbled up within me, that I can't wait to share, but yet do not wish to divulge everything. It's that dilemma that is unbearable. >.<"
I am REALLY fortunate, and when I say really, I can't stress how sincere, how real that is. I guess I can't elaborate anymore, but I want to thank God for His love for me, and only He will know...
These two days have been a roller-coaster for me, I guess it's all for the good. And on top of these, I have someone in my life that I look forward to seeing or hearing everyday.
The bottomline is, when I looked back, I have never been happier or clearer in knowing what I want, and what I am looking for, and I hate to brag (or is there even anything to brag about), but it does have something to do with age. As I FINALLY grow older, I think I have seen enough to know what I want and to really TREASURE what I have, and be CONTENTED with it.
My other new year resolution would have to include understanding what people who matter to me the most wants from me, and knowing why, as well as trying to be nice to them. This will only serve to bridge any gaps between me and them, and although there are times where emotions just come into play, but I know that they mean alot to me, and that I will treasure them.
It's fun to be able to look into things from another person's angle, especially if that person is someone you love, and you never knew you can feel that way, or you can actually not resent feeling that way. =)
Love is really powerful and strange, it can draw people closer in ways you cannot imagine.
I should stop being so feminine-like in my behaviour, as much as I exhibit characteristics of my birth month. >.<"
Okie, I think I am starting to blabber nonsense again...
Time for bed...
Gdnites folks...
Have a great weekend!
Bless all,
Amen.
Xuan
I must admit that I am different from alot alot of other guys, in the sense that I am not only slow, I am damn slow in picking up what other guys already picked up 3-5 years ago, in every literal sense. Being born in an environment where I never ever had to worry about money (not that I am rich), does not really help at all. I am spoilt, pampered in every sense. I am glad the Singapore Armed Forces trained me to be like a man, a soldier and having not undergone "keng-ing" to downgrade, I am proud to achieve this feat of going through almost 2.5 years of being a man at least.
I don't know why, but it seems that I am really looking forward to everything now, and I have alot of feelings, jumbled up within me, that I can't wait to share, but yet do not wish to divulge everything. It's that dilemma that is unbearable. >.<"
I am REALLY fortunate, and when I say really, I can't stress how sincere, how real that is. I guess I can't elaborate anymore, but I want to thank God for His love for me, and only He will know...
These two days have been a roller-coaster for me, I guess it's all for the good. And on top of these, I have someone in my life that I look forward to seeing or hearing everyday.
The bottomline is, when I looked back, I have never been happier or clearer in knowing what I want, and what I am looking for, and I hate to brag (or is there even anything to brag about), but it does have something to do with age. As I FINALLY grow older, I think I have seen enough to know what I want and to really TREASURE what I have, and be CONTENTED with it.
My other new year resolution would have to include understanding what people who matter to me the most wants from me, and knowing why, as well as trying to be nice to them. This will only serve to bridge any gaps between me and them, and although there are times where emotions just come into play, but I know that they mean alot to me, and that I will treasure them.
It's fun to be able to look into things from another person's angle, especially if that person is someone you love, and you never knew you can feel that way, or you can actually not resent feeling that way. =)
Love is really powerful and strange, it can draw people closer in ways you cannot imagine.
I should stop being so feminine-like in my behaviour, as much as I exhibit characteristics of my birth month. >.<"
Okie, I think I am starting to blabber nonsense again...
Time for bed...
Gdnites folks...
Have a great weekend!
Bless all,
Amen.
Xuan
Thursday, January 3, 2008
What a 1st day of work in 2008
Today is my official first day of work in 2008, due to the fact that I did not recover in time to start work yesterday. In fact, I am actually on MC until end of today.
A series of events took place that I already expected, but just can't seem to take control over my emotions. Just feel sad that I have made a decision, and I will stick to it no matter what. However, like she said, no point worrying or crying over things for the sake of crying or worrying, certain things are just meant to be, and just meant to be passed by. Since work is just work, and we all have to get on with it to get our bread and butter and not just waste our lives away, we might as well look forward to what we want to look for in working.
Some people work to pass time, some it's because they have to, not because they need to, i.e. their families don't have silver spoons, cos' all golden ones, but their parents simply don't allow them to pass their time by and not to let them think money comes by so easily. But I guess the majority is just like myself, work to keep ourselves alive, as well as to fight for a better life and earn to support a family eventually.
I have tonnes and tonnes of words to write, but I don't really feel like writing everything down, cos' I can't phrase them in proper sentences. All I want to say is that no matter what it is, nothing can replace family, family love, and unless your loved one cherishes you as much as his/her family, i.e. you are married already, it will never be equal or near to that kind of love.
Still, I long and look forward to that happening, and given that I am a (really) simple guy, all I really want is to settle down with someone who is really TRUE to me, and cherishes me. To ask for equality is not love, cos' love is never ever equal. Just like how much we may claim that we love God, it can not be measured against God's love for us.
We are afterall, human beings, God's creation.
I hope after this series of ups and downs, and clarifications yada yada... I will grow to become a stronger person in life, mentally and emotionally.
^^
A series of events took place that I already expected, but just can't seem to take control over my emotions. Just feel sad that I have made a decision, and I will stick to it no matter what. However, like she said, no point worrying or crying over things for the sake of crying or worrying, certain things are just meant to be, and just meant to be passed by. Since work is just work, and we all have to get on with it to get our bread and butter and not just waste our lives away, we might as well look forward to what we want to look for in working.
Some people work to pass time, some it's because they have to, not because they need to, i.e. their families don't have silver spoons, cos' all golden ones, but their parents simply don't allow them to pass their time by and not to let them think money comes by so easily. But I guess the majority is just like myself, work to keep ourselves alive, as well as to fight for a better life and earn to support a family eventually.
I have tonnes and tonnes of words to write, but I don't really feel like writing everything down, cos' I can't phrase them in proper sentences. All I want to say is that no matter what it is, nothing can replace family, family love, and unless your loved one cherishes you as much as his/her family, i.e. you are married already, it will never be equal or near to that kind of love.
Still, I long and look forward to that happening, and given that I am a (really) simple guy, all I really want is to settle down with someone who is really TRUE to me, and cherishes me. To ask for equality is not love, cos' love is never ever equal. Just like how much we may claim that we love God, it can not be measured against God's love for us.
We are afterall, human beings, God's creation.
I hope after this series of ups and downs, and clarifications yada yada... I will grow to become a stronger person in life, mentally and emotionally.
^^
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2008 - A New Beginning Again
Hello everyone, best wishes for the year 2008!
I just came back from Fullerton, where there were fireworks display as we counted down to 2008 1st January.
Although I wasn't exactly 100% fit or fully recovered from my fever and cough, I felt good, happy and contented.
Last year, my countdown was quite sad case, as I had to come back to office on BOTH 31st Dec and 1st Jan, imagine that.
This year, it's a totally different case, having the luxury of spending the countdown, New Year Eve with my loved one, and her sisters and best friend. Hehe...
A pity I couldn't join the rest of my friends in counting down as everything was rather last minute and I was not in a healthy condition to do all the planning etc., etc.
Anyway, hope all my friends enjoyed the countdown as well and got to see the fireworks be it at home or outside.
2008, like any other year, promises to be a new beginning, and new resolutions have to be made and hopefully MET.
I have posted mine in my earlier posts, and I intend to follow through them as far as I can.
There will be plenty of changes and decisions to be made, and although I can't know if I have made the right choice until later, I believe that with perserverance and determination, nothing can be in my way from succeeding and reaching my goal.
Last but not least, I am just thankful to God for allowing me to recover in time to spend NYE and countdown with my loved one, my dear...
Thank You Lord!
God Bless Everyone,
Xuan
I just came back from Fullerton, where there were fireworks display as we counted down to 2008 1st January.
Although I wasn't exactly 100% fit or fully recovered from my fever and cough, I felt good, happy and contented.
Last year, my countdown was quite sad case, as I had to come back to office on BOTH 31st Dec and 1st Jan, imagine that.
This year, it's a totally different case, having the luxury of spending the countdown, New Year Eve with my loved one, and her sisters and best friend. Hehe...
A pity I couldn't join the rest of my friends in counting down as everything was rather last minute and I was not in a healthy condition to do all the planning etc., etc.
Anyway, hope all my friends enjoyed the countdown as well and got to see the fireworks be it at home or outside.
2008, like any other year, promises to be a new beginning, and new resolutions have to be made and hopefully MET.
I have posted mine in my earlier posts, and I intend to follow through them as far as I can.
There will be plenty of changes and decisions to be made, and although I can't know if I have made the right choice until later, I believe that with perserverance and determination, nothing can be in my way from succeeding and reaching my goal.
Last but not least, I am just thankful to God for allowing me to recover in time to spend NYE and countdown with my loved one, my dear...
Thank You Lord!
God Bless Everyone,
Xuan
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