Xing Fu

I am feeling lazy and lethargic, but I guess most pple are feeling similar to I am, as it's the last few days of 2007, and a new year is coming.

Today, as in 28th, happens to be my off-day as I have to clear my leave after one year of just clearing 2 other days of annual leave. If you tell me I had to spend my leave at home watching TV, i probably find it extremely wasteful.

However, I spent the bulk of my day at 'home', and thoroughly enjoyed every moment of it. Watched the last 6 VCDs of "Huan Huan Ai" with her, and watched her as she whipped up a sumptous dinner for me. ^_^

Pure bliss, that's what I call it.

We went to walk around the neighbourhood shops, and thereafter watched one movie, before I sent her home. We walked to and fro the neighbourhood, covering a distance of more than 6 bus-stops in total at least. Things can be achieved without a car, it's not that difficult I guess.

Where there is love, nothing is insurmountable. =X

Now I need to brainstorm for ideas for countdown on 31st Dec, am at a loss as there probably are many pple anywhere we can possibly think of.

Hmm...

Resolutions

I have got quite a few number of resolutions to make in the year 2008. Let me list them down now and check against them as it goes...

Disclaimer: I may left out some, but will add them as I go along.

1) To live a happy life (which naturally includes being with my dear)
2) To get fat as in F A T
3) To work out and exercise on a weekly basis
4) To continue my walk with God no matter how hard it gets, or how far away I may be
5) To continue building up my relationship with my dear and to be there for her as best as I can
6) To work towards a WELL, WELL, WELL-DESERVED and LONG-AWAITED trip to Korea or Japan or Korea AND Japan at the end of 2008
7) To spend LESS and think more for long-term, and to reward only when necessary
8) To set up a savings account solely for long-term and lifetime commitment
9) To build up my confidence and work towards being a REAL consultant and not an engineer (I don't want to be an engineer)

Extravagance

I am in an extremely SPENDING-SPREE mood.

I have spent more this week than any other months' total except for November. >.<"

I have to really control myself, otherwise I might be spending more than I can earn? >.<"

Torn between

I'm in a dilemma once again, torn between being there and totally not there.

My life has always been such a case... haiz... >.<"

23rd December 2007, 24th December 2007, 25th December 2007 ...

Maybe I should recap what has gone wrong and right throughout this year... and reflect upon anything that hasn't gone well.

It's more meaningful than sighing and complaining and whining...

Precious moments

I've received lots of presents this year, more than I have received for any of the past 5 years?

It's so strange, but I feel blessed and fortunate for everything that has happened and I am really glad things turned out well so far.

Christmas is a time of loving, caring and sharing, the value of the gifts does not matter, but rather the well wishes that we want to bless our loved ones with.

I want to wish everyone a Merry and Blessed Christmas and may your wishes come true!

Baoxuan

Xiao Jing Teng

a better tomorrow

It's been quite a while, since I have touched my blog. Just wanted to touch on a few issues happening right now in my life.

My personal life, especially in affairs of love life (sad to say except with God) has been great. I can't complain anymore and I really feel so fortunate to have found my loved one. =)

Things have been on a rollercoaster ride in other aspects of my life, be it other personal matters, or career matters, and even my walk with God.

I must admit that laziness is a big factor on my part, and refusal to put things into perspective and action.

I hope and I pray to God that He will work His miracles on me just like He did. And I do want to spend a meaningful pre-Christmas evening at the Church.

I want to thank God for everything He has seen to in my life, giving me chance after chance, one good thing after another.

Oh well, now is the time to put things right and get my arse off working right now.

I've got a mountain load of work waiting for me... Zzz...

HAPPY

I am really happy now. I feel so fortunate, just like a 3-year old boy get his sweets or goodies to eat, in fact, it's even better than that feeling. Indescribable. >.<"

Just want to savour the moment and appreciate everything that I have.


蔡旻佑 - 我可以
寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

Stress

I am feeling stressed out. On the surface, things are really looking good for me now. But deep inside me, I haven't been doing enough, especially things which will help me. Nonetheless, I am happy and contented with what I have, and I am thankful for everything.

Dear God, Thank You for everything wonderful that You have given me, and although I haven't been faithful enough to attend services regularly, You still showered Your love upon me and helped me through any difficulties I might have faced over the past few weeks.

I just hope and pray everything will work in favour, and if things should not turn out the way it can be, I pray that I will be quick enough to react and You will help me get through it.

I want to pray also for my best friends, who are facing sort of personal issues, and that You will see them through the most difficult periods, and find the goodness in each other that they were able to see in the past.

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Fickle-minded

I guess I am really fickle-minded when it comes to work and other stuff. I really hate myself for that. I am really too much of a people-person, to the point I easily can affected and swayed by words people say. Too much of everything is bad I thought so, and it's good to take a stand and have your own decision without getting affected by others.

There is a dramatic U-turn now and I really don't know if I should say this. But I guess for those who do not know, probably you can just treat it like nothing has happened bah (or at least for my sake, don't ask). Thanks!

Have a great weekend people and I see if I will survive the run tomorrow.

42.195km...

Take care...

Till then...